Thursday, 29 July 2010

On a night like this

This is the first time I am writing in this manner...

On a night like this, when I looked out at the window and had no mood to enjoy the night sky.
On a night like this, as I typed on this computer all I could think of is my dream.

Dreams are meant to be realised and not just dreamt at.
I do know that.
I do feel love when you burdened yourself hours before hitting the sacks to realise my dreams.
For the first time, I felt dreams so near yet so far.
Chances are popping up everywhere but I felt helpless.
No strength to move on from here.
My heart beat quietens as I feel the heartbeat of my dreams pumped harder and closer.

So this is the type of feeling.. when u feel dreams.. yet do not have complete control over realising it.

I can't sleep.
I can't read.
I can't eat.
And all I could do was to think of the dream.
No degree or certificates are enough to realise this dream.
It seems too precious.
The opportunities seem to be coming from everywhere.
And my love and want for it seem to intensify by the seconds.
If only I could just stretch out my hand and reach for it.
If only I could.
But dreams take courage to reach out for.

I do have courage.
All I need is a chance.
A chance to hold on to it, and I will never ever let go. Not after pursuing it for nearly a decade.
I pray for it.

Una carriera nel settore alberghiero!!!

And that's all I ask for..

Wednesday, 7 July 2010

Some Facts Needs To Be Right

I was simple
But never naive
I was mild
But never avoidance
I was nice
But never benevolent

But that was yesterday....

If I smiled
I am mocking
If I am neutral
I am indifferent
If I glare
You know you are pinned

Behind all smiles
There are daggers
Behind the apparent society
There are deceptions
Behind my indifference
You know danger is lurking

If this is the world you learn about
Will you be happy?
Steer clear of paths
Because nothing is sincere
Nothing last forever
Attachment?
What a mocking word!!!

The one you attached to most will be the one who spill your blood most...