I could have done it...

我做得到
But it's all too late
I am sorry I let you go

La nostra vita

我忘了把你凝固
让你像沙从我指缝间留走
是我不会把握
争取和你相会的每一刻
我以为你是习惯
原来早已成了喜欢

时间不曾停留
残酷的把你从我身边带走
我留不住时间
更加留不住你
原来你再也不会为我停留
连再见也不曾回头

只想大声对你说
只有我们最熟习的语言
Ti Amo
Questa è la nostra vita
Noi apparteniamo a vicenda
Scusa sono arrivato troppo tardi

Survival in darker days

Dark Clouds
Hover in the sky above
Turning the blue sky dark
Sucking out every activity Earth permits
And the air turns still
Dead still

Luxury of motions forbidden
Frozen in place as the warm air intensified
Un-endurable burning sensation
Scorching
As the solid form of skin seethe
But not sublimed
The life got trapped in pain and torment beyond words

As the world gets darker
And darker
The soul was sucked out
Lifeless carcass
Forced to leave
Forced to stay
And you need to survive
Survive
Survive

Your mental self struggled to defend this overwhelming sensation
An undying physical self
Pulling apart
The last of muscle
Pushing the white bones to break free

And then
You left your soul behind
And then you become a lifeless servant
And then you scream out VITA VITA VITA

But that's the end of what you have become
You have lost it all
Heartless
Soul-less
Mortal descend

Sucked into the darker days
While the soul left behind in the furnance
Cannot be sublime
And the body left in a world
Without a tingle of want to live on
But it lives on
A living dead

With the darker days behind
It's too late to call back the soul
It's all too late
But I live on..

*That's the courage of life. To live on. No matter what you do.
VITA CORAGGIOSA!!!!

It's a simple world!!!

The rain falls down in June

The sky tears as you fade away

I could be closer to you but you pushed me away

And all these lonely nights

Both tormented by memories of you and I

I told you it is a simple world

And all you ever need to think of was you and I

But you have burdened yourselves with mortal's perceptions

Burning our bare skins

With words that cut through like daggers

There were actually no options

It isn't like the cross-road we used to stand

We were sinking since the day we met

And going

Deep deep under the cold waters

I don't know what's wrong with this simple world

I don't know how to make the rights wrong

But all I know was you and I

We could be together till the end of time

Even in eternal flames I perish

But your every smile smooths me like a loving gesture

For a simple goodbye bides your farewell

A simple goodnight drops the end

To a simple loving story...........

永久に

How long is forever if tomorrow is all I have?

It's you, I've ever wanted

You crowded my mind
There's nothing inside
And then you conquer
It's you who's inside

I can't be freed
You're convicted
You kipnapped my soul
And locked it inside

But now you're gone
I'm still trapped inside
Wishing you're here
Together with me

Oh baby won't you come back to me tonight
It's you who I wanna hold on tight
Oh baby won't you turn back to me tonight
For it's you I've ever wanted

I can't be freed
I need you with me
I can't release
You're all that I had
Just keep me locked
with you inside
For it's you I've ever wanted

Wedding Dress

You stand out like an angel as the sun shine through the glass

In that wedding dress you wear

A stunning irresistible angel

I look into your eyes and my heart flutters

It's a longing so desperate

so much wanting and so much giving

As I watch him reached out for you

My angel, my princess

no more.. as you cuddle in his arms

and all I can say is ..

I wish you well

I truly do

A million times I have called out "I do"

My angel, my princess

All I can see is you

So far away your soul

So near you are

I cannot stop thinking about you

I cannot resist you

But you keep pushing me away

away

away

And in this wedding dress you stand out

Like an angel from above

captivating my every breath

You have sinned

My mortal soul is your captive

I am enslaved in your every smile

Oh Angel...

You stand out like an angel as the sun shine through the glass

In that wedding dress you wear

A stunning irresistible angel

I look into your eyes and my heart flutters

Your white skin, and clear blue eyes

Your growth and your everything

I wish you well

and I bury six foot under

my eternal love for you.........